There’s a tree (I think an apple tree) next to an abandoned house near my office. I walk past it at least twice a day. Right now it has the loveliest pink and white blossoms I have ever seen.
Last Friday when I walked by I snapped off a piece of a branch with several blossoms, and set the branch on the dashboard of my car. As I drove home, I touched it, and the petals were so light that I could barely feel them. When I got home, I stuck it in some water, in a place where I could see it while sitting on the sofa. And for a while I just contemplated it.
I was filled with this overwhelming love for the world outside me, and amazement that something so mundane (how many billions of trees are there in the world?) could be made with such exquisite detail. The petals had the faintest pink tinge around the edges, with white centers. The leaves were a perfect yellowish green.
Faith in religion, in God, in a higher power – whatever you want to call the belief that some people have – has often been hard for me. But contemplating those blossoms, I felt reassured that there was some sort of power bigger than us humans.
Yes, I know there is a scientific reason for the blossoms (to attract bees, to continue pollination) and all the other features of the tree. But what sparked my faith was the very fact that I was capable of perceiving beauty – the fact that something called “beauty” exists, and that it can impact our souls. The fact that this world is so richly complicated reassures me.














Charade Socks – originally made for me, but they turned out a little tight. They were a perfect fit for my grandmother, however, who is enjoying them.
Manly Socks – Knit Picks Essential Tweed in black. Made for boyfriend, who really wanted dark, manly socks. I learned that knitting with black yarn on size 1 needles isn’t something you should attempt if you value your eyesight. But he likes them, so it worked out. I’ll try to get a better photo of them being modeled on feet, looking less deformed.
“Mind the Gap” scarf. Made for boyfriend for Christmas. He saw a scarf he liked at the mall, so I made a research trip to the Gap to study it. This is my interpretation. He must like it, as he wears it a lot. The yarn is Cascade 220 (navy) and Cascade 220 superwash (olive). I learned while doing this scarf that 220 superwash is slightly finer than regular 220. It made the scarf a bit wavy, but I was able to block it out.
1973 Afghan. I started this way back when I first learned to knit in 2006, so it’s just a simple 4×4 rib in Lion Brand Wool-Ease Thick and Quick (Lemongrass colorway). The color reminded me very much of the 70s and early 80s, when my family lived in a house decorated in avocado green, harvest gold and shades of brown (with rust colored carpet – delightful!). 1973 is the year my parents got married, and they received many wedding gifts in this shade of green. Ever since I cast on for this afghan my mom had hinted that she would love to have it. So for Christmas I finished it up and gave it to her.

